Sunday, November 28, 2010

Issac's open house yesterday, friday night.
After the meeting, we went home first before heading there.
It took only 15 mins for me to travel from my house to Yishun.
Feeling a little adventurous, I went to find Issac house myself.
I took the right bus, but the wrong direction.
So after going one big round, I alighted at some Pri sch.
And that was when I realised I was actually correct.
But I had no confidence, i doubted myself whether I took the right bus.
It's really sad. Why can't I trust myself and finish what I've started?

Anyway, Cat and Alton was in the cab, so they came to "rescue" me.
It was a great night, although we didn't fully utilize the time and have fun together.
Guitar hero was the only thing we all 4 played together....
The next morning, we took off for training....


Today's training was all about 后空.
Polishing it up.
After looking at me testing, Issac and Alton attempted it too.
They got curious and took the shot.
In no time, all three of us will successfully do one.

After training, the whole group hanged out together for lunch.
Then we separated.
Left KT, YL and Me.

We decided to camp in Kt's house since its still early.
That was when I realised I have the online quiz undone, deadline by 11.59pm.
So i went to finish it.
In the end, I got only 40/100.
I got depressed.
How is it even possible to fail it?
That was when I remember, I'm doing quite badly this semester.
At the end of LAst semester, I did promise myself to do better this time round.
But apparently, it isn't working.
All my quizzes were done badly.
This isn't me, I can't accept the cold hard fact that I am like that now.
Whenever I get the chance, I will "make" my work done.

I said I was ready to roll, but why ain't I rolling?
And as usual, I'm not salvaging my work.
All I do is nothing right.
Lecture, not paying attention.
Training not really training.

I HATE THIS ME.

Playing and going out non-stop.

Speaking of going out non-stop, back to the story.
We all agreed to go to the bar, to chill, and of course, beer is a must.
If not, why go to the bar for?

4 Jugs of Beer for 3.
Thats quite an amount.
All of us went drunk.
Maybe I was built with low alcohol tolerance.
I drank the least, so I sobered first.
This is why I could write this post.
I knew I have to stop drinking because it was my limit.
The other time was a super bad experience, thats why I could control now.
I was in the right mind to send both of them to their doorstep.

If I could I would, Turn back the time~
Undo all the mistakes that I've made.
But its too late~
What is done can never be undone.

Has the Time come to make things right?
I hope so.

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