I lost myself.
My thoughts are in a state of confusion.
Everything seems to fall out like a domino.

Deterioration in studies, I can feel it.
I'm not doing as well as I should be.
It's swinging with the flow of my mood.
The distractions are way too much.
My mind says focus, but my heart disagrees.

With the loss of my music companion, things are not so good.
Its just like a Soul without music, Emptiness within.
I can't properly learn any piano songs.
It's as though my inspiration left me for good.

My Lachesis mouse died on me. I'm using the arc touch currently.
Sleek and extremely portable. But its not suitable for its job now.
It's like placing a businessman into a farmer role. Doesn't match at all.

My lifestyle became more screwed up.
I can practically sleep for the whole day.
Staying at home and doing nothing productive.
I'm living a life without purpose.
It made me question myself.
But, I don't have any answers at all.

I feel so useless now.
Jack of all trade, but master at none strategy seems to have failed.
because the jack of all trade plunged down together, leaving me with nothing.

Edit:
I have a long list of things to do.
But all require some liquidity.
And the best part is my assets have depleted.
I think i need to get a job.