Finished watching the pacific.
Awesome WW2 series.
Gives me pretty mixed feelings.
It's a relief in the sense that we don't need to go through that shit.
Shit that lasted for years. To me, it's pretty mind fuck.

Still, I can't imagine the realities of me in the war.
Gives me that itch to wanna try the feel of war.
I probably end up like "Eugene Sledge".
With the psychological effect.

I wrote this because the show somehow portrayed an important question.
The scene where every marine is celebrating except the few.
Snapfu goes,"What do we do now?"
And so WW2 has ended, they carried on their lives.
They begin a new phase.

And so Poly is about to end. Still left internship to go.
Basically gonna miss stuff out, And gonna get something else in return.
Opportunity Cost... And I, will begin a new phase.
AFTER THE EXAMS.

Can't believe this is a pit stop for exams.
I needed that break anyway, need to try sth new.
Probably after NS, University life, another phase.
That's if I can.
We'll have to see what miracles can the final exam do.
It's the final push. Sth like the flame that is about to die.
The Final burn.

By far i guess, the worst core module ever did was EID.
The Problem Based Learning that killed my grade.
The learning process which was extremely foreign.
After our education, PBL will probably be the dominant in our working and daily lives.
Our Education system spoon-feed us till it became a habit.
A habit of not finding out much more, and learning new stuff.
It came to my attention, how I failed badly in such situation.
How our education is such a failure.

Now I know, with certain things within my control,
What I can pass on and what I can learn from mistakes made,
Not just by me, but by the others as well.
The bubble that was created, and had lived in, has to be broken.
But how to take the first step? Where should it land first?
All the finest detail has to be taken in consideration.
And of Course, The final goal.
A goal I have to separate between dreams and reality.